Wun update here oredi.

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I am currently in Gold Coast blogging. The time now is 10.06 pm..and Singapore time now is 8.06pm. Juz chatted wif ms piggie on msn..duno y but I miss her so much! hehe.

Daddy and Mummy onli started their naggings after my dad got home from work the day we are supposed to fly to Australia (23rd night) and it totally ruined my mood. But surprisingly, my daddy offered to send us to the airport and my mummi came along to see us off too. :) Miss piggie had wanted to come along to see us off but she fell asleep! ==" Aniwae,kinda expected. lol. Yup, then when we were heading for the departure hall, my mummi was still giving loads of last minute instructions, some of which was pretty common sense. lol. My mum asked my dad, "animore u wana tell them?" My dad looked at us and said with a sheepish look, "bring ur mummi along" haha. Then in the departure hall we went. Turned our heads to locate our parents, but onli found my dad. Char waved back at my dad who totally juz refused to wave back. LOL. Where's our mum?? Our eyes searched for her and there she was! Standing right infront and waving frantically at us. Haha..such a cute sight. At that moment..just started to miss her so much. Endearing sight. She made it seem like she will never see us for a long period of time. haha. And off to Brisbane! 7 hours+ flight journey~

At Brisbane, upon reaching, met up with the travel agent who sent us off to our hotel which was 1 and a half hours from the airport.

The weather's cool here..you hardly perpsire at all. So nice to shop in such a weather. We are staying in Islander Resorts and I guess cuz we are near the sea (Surfers Paradise), it can get freaking cold here at times cuz of the wind! And oh my god, the sea here is wonderful! I juz love the sand so so so so so so much! Very very soft and me and Char juz walked barefooted on the sandy beach! You can see birds flying around, and if I am not wrong, they are called seagulls? :X I wish I can juz stay here..ahha...the life here is relaxing. :) But..tmr night gonna go home oredi! *NOOOOOO* Wanted to extend one more day to sit on the cruise ship and view the 100% guaranteed sight of whales and dolphins..but I guess it would be pretty troublesome and then again it would cost us more $$$. Afterall the cost of living is so much higher here too! The meals are damn expensive. Not forgetting to mention the hotel buffet breakfast we are supposed to have during our stay here is eggy! Lots of eggs, sausages, potato, ham..eating that for 2 days and kinda getting sick of it. Skipping our last day's breakfast tomorrow to eat wadever that we had bought from the supermarket.

So far so good. And it was reali more like a free and easy tour rather than a guided tour. In fact..we are not guided at all! Luckily, its is easy to free and easy here. A ting I have learnt about the traffic lights here. Green man = GO, within a few seconds, the red man blinks = Complete your crossing.. Red man = STOP. lol..the red man blinking got us a little blurred at the start.( to cross or not to cross? )And they are so open here! The names of the shop eg "Condom Kingdom" and advertisements such as "want longer lasting s3x? Call xxxx" and "Erection problems? Call xxxx" lol..

Juz now the Americans living nearby are making so much noise and disturbing our beauty sleep! RAWRR! And Charlene tot they were gays cuz she had seen them kissing each other == One of them asked us before I stepped into the lift.." Erm...do you girls...happen to like...boys?" == wad a qn. Aniwae we juz walked into the lift as it was here.

Arrghhh time is running out. Shall blog more when I am back!

180908 Thursday

好几个星期没见到你
你终于上线了
无奈的心很想生你的气
气你忘了我
气你没抽出时间上线
但我却忍不住
还是对你说
看到你
我今晚好开心！
因为看到了你
我忘了一切
我只知道什么是快乐幸福的感觉


你下线之前
叫我把你忘了
说了一些想气我的话
但有一句话
足够我想了一整夜
我越想我越怕
只能默默希望它不是事实


190908 Friday

平常地去上班
那句话不停的浮现在脑海里
我告诉自己
这只是我猜的
下了班就回家
但你忘了上线


200908 Saturday + 210908 Sunday


早上起床突然很想听张惠妹和周惠的歌
那句话又浮现在脑海里
听着听着
想着想着
如果一切是如我想的
怎么办?


晚上你上线了
问我是否有话要跟你说
我好想问又不想问
我害怕那会是事实
但是我还是问了
你终于说出了
那真的是事实
好残忍的事实
心仿佛被几千刀刺了似的
痛死了
我不想接受那个事实
很不想


世界就是那么的不公平
我到底哪里比不上她
我到底哪里负出的爱不比她多
没有吧
只能怪我只能属于你网上世界的人
一个你能够不上线就把我给忘掉的人
我能拿什么跟她比?
现实跟网上
我是输定了


能陪你度过一辈子的人不是我
那个走下红地毯的画面仿佛在嘲笑我有多傻
心好痛。。
我怎么会陷得那么深?
你怎么说的那么洒脱?


我只能逼自己接受事实
一夜内我失去了" 爱人 "
一夜内我失去了一个我珍惜的朋友
一夜内我失去了依靠


泪不停地往下流
我说不出祝福你的话
她好莘福。。


你说我们还是朋友
你许下的你我约定真的好久
可能到时你已忘了我的存在


谢谢你陪我度过了两次的生日
谢谢你的甜蜜
谢谢你给我的那段喜怒哀乐的回忆
谢谢你在我低落的时候给我安慰，意见
谢谢你爱过我


叶心瑜这个名称不再属于我
但我永远是你认识的那个笨到可爱的女生
不要忘了我
一辈子的朋友。。。。

Gonna blog random tings that happened the past few days.

1) On my wae home wif the interns, (we normally take mrt to Dohby Ghaut to change northeast line), the mrt route will be Raffles place --> City Hall --> Dohby Ghaut. Then we were talking while the train moved on. Was wondering y the train has not stopped for quite a while, and the next moment I turned my head, we were at Dohby Ghaut oredi. The train did not stop at City Hall. lol. Then the driver made announcement, " To those who wanted to stop at City Hall, sorry, ...er...cuz ...here is Dohby Ghaut already.." lols. Funny leh. 1st time got such an error.

2) Recently, was talking wif dazey in our bedroom. I was about to fall asleep while talking to her and she started singing. Then I heard a male voice coming from in our room. The voice said, "Shuddup" oO" I did not mention anyting, then dazey asked," Did you hear that?" So I wasnt dreaming. That voice was real. And it sounded so near us. ==" When there is no guys in our room ==

Very early morning a few days ago, Char was downstairs alone wif Happy, doing her project when Happy started barking. Happy walked out of his cage and stared at something in the balcony and barked continuously. Then a while later, Happy changed position and Char went to comfort Happy. Then Happy started to stare at something behind Char and continued to bark. x.x" Obviously there was something there which Char did not dare turn around to c. But she was a very brave girl cuz she still continued doing her project downstairs. ==" She said that Happy tends to bark alot especially during 1-3 am. And it so happened Eileen's bf who has ying yang yan, had seen the couple ghosts in our balcony that day. ==

The days that I saw the "woman" and heard the keyboard typing sound, I will never forget. The times when the fan turned on automatically which scared the daylights out of my sis, I will never forget too. But I guess, we have noting to b afraid of, and in the first place, they are the ones intruding our privacy. Yea, we musn't b afraid of them.

3) Went to People's Park Complex again. Paid the balance for our Gold Coast Trip and exchanged the money into Australian dollars. Xin Hao Tong when I saw the balance in my bank account :( Yea, the trip is confirmed. After the clock strikes 12 am, which is 24th Sept, we would be in the aeroplane, waiting to leave Singapore for Gold Coast....Wun b a long trip though. Will touch down in Singapore on Sunday 28th Sept 5+ am..

Tomorrow is the last day at work before I go on my holiday cuz Monday and Tuesday I will be on leave, at home =] Hope to c dear....Realli miss him lots...haven seen him for quite some time oredi..

Pleasant surprise to c dear's tags. Glad he still bothers to come in here. Do take good care of yourself too dear..hee..Missed your "naggings" =X <3 you too dear. hope to talk to you soon...=[

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Seeing you makes mi feel comforted, knowing that you still remember me.
Talking to you I feel happi, cuz I reali missed you so much.

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Onli you can bring my moods to the extremes. Within 1 minute..happiness turns into sadness.

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This afternoon called the travel agency cuz they din get back to us on the supposed itinery they are to finalise for us == They were supposed to call us back and give us a satisfactory itinery wif no extra money added arbo a full refund of wad I have paid, since it was no fault of ours that we couldnt fly on the 23rd as planned. They came up wif all sorts of reasons, saying a family backed out cuz the father was in hospital?? Then another one told mi someone changed the date of flying cuz they heard the weather was not going to be good and blahblah. == I tink, should be they not enuf ppl to form a group bah. Juz tell us the truth luh! == Promised to call us back, asked us to give them time and they din even have the courteousy to get back to us. Damn pissed wif them. Still have to call them today onli to hear them sae they couldnt work out an itinery wif no extra topping up of money, so they would refund us the money instead. Just one week more to departure and u tell us such tings? Wadde???

Its not we are trying to be difficult or wad. My sis has her school committments, I have my work committments. That was the best time for us to have our holidays. Aniwae, cut the story short, we demand the refund which they initially said they dun do refunds. My father was an angry man, cuz he knew how travel agencies work. He gave them a scolding, thats why they had no choice but to return us our refund. But I can onli get back the cheque 15 days later??!!

Went around asking almost all the tour agencies in Peoples Park complex. As expected, all the September bookings were closed..Haiz..finally found one suitable itinery 7 days Japan + 2 days (complimentary) Shanghai..flying on the 25th, but my sis cant make it. She needs to be back before 30th..Haiz..Japan Trip's a gonner..Was so excited about buying tings from Japan. I juz love their products. lol..My colleague was nice enuf to lend mi a book of Japanese words, wif English translations from the library. Now I dun nid it oredi..

Finally settled down for Gold Coast. More expensive than the Japan trip...Thought the itinery was not too bad, actually better than the Perth one, cuz the Perth itinery was mainly enjoying the nature and the itinery seems lesss interesting. Okay..lets hope noting goes wrong this time. == 80% confirmed the lady told mi. Once the hotel confirms, the whole trip is confirmed =] Please dun come another hiccup again == Gold Coast~ 23rd Sept =]

Had the urge to spend money again unintentionally..and urgently..

When this happens..it muz be cuz I am feeling emo within..Yea..went wif my sis to Hougang Mall today. Frien had asked mi to go for a KTV session there at 2pm...so my mei accompanied mi to shop for my phone while waiting for her bf to pick her up at Hougang Mall.

Initially wanted to get Secret..



But later felt that this model looks nicer.



So din buy LG, bought a Samsung one instead. Not a necessary item though..cuz my old fone is still in good working order..

Have been spurging lots lately. Past few days have been buying loads of expensive food..the durian mooncakes, the marks and spencer cookies...reali burnt a hole in my pocket. The Japan Trip..and now the phone..

Speaking of the Japan trip..kinda sian-ed. How sway can I get? Everyting's still not finalised..and left one more week to go onli?! I for one, hate last minute changes, especially to tings that I have planned and have been looking forward to. Everyting better be finalised soon == The last minute crop ups make mi feel sian-ed. I stopped counting down. All I hope now is everyting will go on as planned ==

Looking back at all the links that dear had given mi during our msn conversations, and the games he has searched and we have played till so pek chek that night when we 2 were feeling so bored, I miss him even more..I miss the times we spend together, laughing and playing till so pek chek over that silly lame clown game. Yea it was lame..but I enjoyed it..cuz I had him by my side..enjoying every moment spent doing something together..

I wonder if he still remembers mi, still comes in to read the blog posts..kinda feeling motivationless to continue blogging...afterall this blog was written for him..written to update him about wads going on in my life..but...

I feel empty...I feel lost...I just miss him so much... [[ 12:15am ]]

Feeling very bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang!

I am not a spare tyre. Bored find mi. Then got people pei, throw mi aside ar? I not your entertainer..thats not wad friens r for.

And grr..I am terribly upset..people sae blame it on my bad luck. lol..no one understands that kind of feeling. it juz totally sux..totally sux!!!!!!!!!!!

I wonder when I can see your msn pop up again.
I wonder when I can see your Porsche online again.
I tried to hide the misses.
I tried to act like I din care.
But I am juz trying to fool myself.
And the people around mi.
Cuz I am missing you so bad.

Burned a hole in my pocket again! Bought a box of 4 mooncakes sold by Goodwood Park Hotel. 1 pc costs S$12?? ==" (W/O GST) so expensive..They sell durian, mango, chocolate and yam flavour. Wanted to buy durian and mango flavour but mango de sold out..

Durian mooncakes~



Bought home and shared wif my family. The taste is fabulous!



During work, Charlene called mi. She sounded like she was crying. I tot wad happened. Actually she was luffing..xiao dao yao ku de kind of state. lolz. She told mi our adorable little Happy was biting newspapers and my mum wanted to pull the newspapers out from his little mouth. And one pull, the newspapers came out of his mouth, so did one of his little tooth. LOL.

LOOK AT HIS TOOTH!



Little Happy got super fed up wif my mum and GRRRR at her. lol..even as I was taking this foto of his little tooth, little Happy locked up in his cage, looked on from behind, GRRRRing away. Hahaa..this little fella is smart. If you are luffing at him, for example at his clumsiness, he will get angry, stare at you and GRRRRR or come after you at lightning speed, wanting to bite you. Hhaa..he seems to hate my mum. I guess my mum alwiz de zhui him in some wae or another. He juz loves biting my mother. Even when my mum is sitting on the sofa, he will climb up a stool or something juz to get to my mum and bite at her legs. LOL..and that leaves my mum screaming.. Oh! Forgot to mention his tooth attracts small little red ants!

Little Happy~





About work, I am having a little phobia of handling the accounts due next week and next next week. I have lots to learn and the deadlines are so close. I haven started a single one yet. And somemore new jobs..

Oh and the mogui is back..=[ haha..the atmosphere with her around is terrible. It seems I have juz made an enemy in the office. Sorry to say this but I juz cant believe a woman wif kids and of her age is still bearing a grudge over matters like this and when everyone feels that she is the one in the wrong? Morever, I din da xiao bao gao oso, and the matter was brought up by her to the manager. Lame.

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~iNvIsIbLe~

Lol..as my blog title reads, I am feeling hyper today! But I oso duno the reason y, though I slept late last night and by right, supposed to be feeling grouchy. Probably cuz today had a reali fun time chatting wif E supervisor, teamate, intern and new intern! Haha..yea..today the new intern came in. We were scaring him about L's working style. haha..yea..the mo gui is back tmr! :( And yea. today not very productive. ahha..we kept talking and talking! F3

Hyperhyper~ tmr no chance to do wad we do today liao.lol. E says Charlene looks so sweet and oso look like the havoc kind. LOL. She oso said all 4 of us look worlds apart. Yes, the picture of the 4 of us is currently dominating my house lappy desktop and office computer desktop. ^^ Duno y I feel happi looking at the fotos :D Oh, and E told the intern to choose Eileen since they are around the same age, then I told her Eileen is attached and she asked the intern to wait for Dazey to finish her O levels. haha.

Yea, and today is one of my buddy's bdae! Happi bdae to him~ =]

Thats all for now! ^^